s i g h s.

"I think when you’re young, you’re hoping that this person will be the right one; the one you’re going to be in love with forever.. But sometimes, you want that so much you create something that isn’t really there." -Johnny Depp.

hey children. prom in saint james was crazy fun!
i'm crazy pumped for rolla's though.. derrick gonzalez is my date.
he's a super cool puerto-rican. =]
(luckily, i know spanish. ha.)

anyways.. life's been pretty great. messing up happens, but God's grace is so good.<3

i started going to the Standard last night, which is a college ministry. i seriously loved it. it'll become a weekly thing for me.

i'm waaay excited for summer - cards games, mumford and sons concert, parties, pools, and chicago. it'll be fun. i like fun. =)

til next time, i'm going back to work. see ya!

capture my heart, again.

sades and i went prom dress shopping just shy of five hours this morning.
i found a few that i like, and it was a ton of fun.
i'm so happy that i set her up with my bestfriend, ryan..
they're adorable together, and it'll be awesome to share prom with BOTH of them.

i need to be broken spiritually. i've been struggling with some things concerning my youth group, and i just feel like everything's gotten harder all of a sudden. somehow i just gotta chill.
i'm just so apathetic lately!

i'm not going to springfield for the summer like i had planned. instead of renting an aprtment there, i'm just gonna stay home and work as much as possible. i'm considering getting a second job..
notes from heaven is such an incredible place. i love it here.

i'm off to a youth night. i'll post more later : )

double stuffed.

i'm sunburnt.
whooo. :D

I really don't know who I wanna take to prom.
it's kind of annoying caring about something as unimportant as prom, but it's my last one.
i wanna make it count, and that annoys me :P
my dress won't be made anytime soon, since it's from China - they just emailed me saying it'd be here MAYBE by April 20th.
grrreat, right?

i'm really hating school.
this weekend we went to summersville for my grandmother's cancer benefit and returning to rolla sucked.
there, everyone was so laid back and chill. it was so nice.
then, back to reality, where i'm still just your average high school girl.

i should be 25 by now. ;)

i have to fill out scholarship junk today, and i'm not looking forward to it.
however, it's awesome to have an opportunity to get money for my writing.

i got first at state ad design competition through SkillsUSA. i was shocked.
the prize is a $2,000 for Linn Tech.. i don't wanna go there.
i just want to fast forward the next eight months!

saturday, i'm going to the springfield indie/folk festival. i'm pumped.
i'm taking a few friends with me, that'll be cool.
it's nice to know details early. :]

for now, i'm gonna go make a video for american lit with miranda, then sleep.
seeyuuuuh.