bliss

school's out, but it hasn't felt like summer yet. we went to graduation last night, and it was bittersweet. i'm beyond proud of scotty and alex and everyone, but i can't stand the thought of facing school without them.

i've been over-thinking a LOT lately.. and it makes me feel guilty. i haven't done anything wrong, i just feel like i shouldn't worry as much as i do.
god's gotta have control.

i'm ready for the next stage of my life, whatever that may be.
i'm terrified, of course, but i'm prepared. i go to college in less than seven months, and i know that i'll be taken care of.

i really miss hannah. she and i used to be inseparable, and now it's rare to even see her.
i thought this summer would be the thing that got us back to normal, but now i'm not going to youth camp with the a/g and it's throwing me off.
somehow i know that our friendship will last. and i'm thankful for that. i love that lady.

my dad's been sick with temperatures between 101 and 104 degrees for the past few days. we found out he has strep, but it's still scary and strange to see him so weak. i'm praying for a quick recovery; he can't stand not being able to work.

i miss my brother like crazy. it's killing me. i haven't seen him in weeks, and it gets worse everyday. sadly, since i wrecked, i can't drive up to see him. i hate that.
hopefully soon i'll get a new car.. and/or get mine fixed.

next weekend in the road trip to kansas city to see mumford and sons with jared. he's such an awesome guy.. we're gonna have a sweet trip!

until something more interesting comes into my life, i'll stop blogging aimlessly.
adios. ;]

lift your eyes up.

it's been awhile..

prom was incredible. i loved every minute of it.
derrick was an awesome date, and i got to dance with lots of friends. =)

i uhh... got in a wreck on the sunday after.
it was super scary, but we were all okay.

i'm so grateful for God's grace.

s i g h s.

"I think when you’re young, you’re hoping that this person will be the right one; the one you’re going to be in love with forever.. But sometimes, you want that so much you create something that isn’t really there." -Johnny Depp.

hey children. prom in saint james was crazy fun!
i'm crazy pumped for rolla's though.. derrick gonzalez is my date.
he's a super cool puerto-rican. =]
(luckily, i know spanish. ha.)

anyways.. life's been pretty great. messing up happens, but God's grace is so good.<3

i started going to the Standard last night, which is a college ministry. i seriously loved it. it'll become a weekly thing for me.

i'm waaay excited for summer - cards games, mumford and sons concert, parties, pools, and chicago. it'll be fun. i like fun. =)

til next time, i'm going back to work. see ya!